I lost my wallet. ):

It has all my worldly possessions, so I'm broke now. And my school photos ugh. (RETURN LA). I feel so annoyed at myself.

But one consolation: I really thank God that I didn't put in my IC collection slip inside the wallet.

[edit] Oh shit locker combination number. Ah my life stinks.[/edit]

My sister tried hot pink nail polish on my toenails and I look like I'm hemorrhaging.

We were not meant to be.

So, school's out and this is a more than welcomed break.

Well, life at home is a little overwhelming right now, because both of my parents are at home almost 24/7 and it's not exactly pleasant to have them breathing down my neck at the same time. At least my sister's there to share this little suffering, hehe. (Uh, quality bonding time.)

I don't plan to socialize any time soon because I need more time with myself and I'm kind of tired of people.

Fringe, here I come *smiles gleefully*. Because it's aired on Monday and usually I'd have crashed after GB or my sister wants to watch IT. It's probably better than the never ending Hong Kong dramas that the sister is devouring.

I'm going through this balloon popping stage.

Surprise Performance today was mad. I was kind of bored, because the songs aren't my cup of tea so I amused myself by the sight of people jumping up and down in front of the stage and screaming like banshees.

Aren't you glad there's no Korean bands coming to our school to perform? I thank God.

The last hour was spent sitting around and making our names out of wires, which I actually enjoyed.

So, my batch item's song is ringing in my head, though I missed the whole thing I STILL WANT TO SEE IT.

Today was a day of running about and missing 1/4 of Farewell, no thanks to irresponsible people, psh.

And hey please don't tell me what to do, I know what I'm doing. Even if it's not your way of doing things, come on, just give me that breathing space please.

(I gotta feeling *cues Rachel's mad 'whoohooo') <-- Did she really do that? :D

( ( For my 21 nov MIA (but still very awesome) YFC group members :D ) )

Another school term is ending and I suppose this year has been both good and bad; I lost in some ways but gained in others. I suppose all these have to do with God's Master plan. (Watch it unravel, people.)

Funny how today's sermon touched on it, and it happened to be the part I stopped getting distracted and paid attention.

Every day, I'll delete a chunk from the Microsoft Excel spreadsheet that shows our schedule. It gives me a sense of euphoria

and

RACHEL WHY YOU PANGSEH!

(we can always set up another timing :D )

I kind of fail at jumping clay but it was fun while it lasted.

I've been getting really strange dreams these few days, and all are about things that I feel really guilty about. I don't know what it means, but surely it means something.

Plus my drill was terrible today. Stage 3 drill was alright, but my stage 2 is just disgusting.

This week's mentoring sessions were strangely satisfying.

I'm going to make all of them play by March next year. A little ambitious but it's possible.

I'm rather satisfied with my results this time round but obviously they can be better :D

And I didn't reach my own target of passing Physics but I think I improved a lot. And only 5 people from the class passed so I don't feel that bad.

And Chinese was just plain amazing. Just amazing.

And all other subjects were good.

I don't know what to say, but, thank you God.

Life is peaceful.

(I'd make a very good twit.)

Last papers of the year!

Were very bad. It was the kind of papers which I flipped through, right to back, and back to the front because I couldn't do it, psh.

But it's over (!!!) and I'll just pretend they don't exist I'm looking forward to spending more time with my family and catching up with friends. :D

You can't really blame someone if they don't do well in exams.

Yes, you.

Sometimes a grade on the paper can't tell you a person's real capability, and I think it's time to stop pointing fingers and all.

Poor girl.

Chemistry was nerve-wrecking, my nerves got the better of me and I conveniently forgot everything. What to do? Make stuff up. Same goes for Math yesterday. FML.

History SEQ was kind of expected, and SBQ was kind of bad. And guess what? My last papers are made up entirely of the subjects I dislike immensely.

I AM GOING TO PASS PHYSICS I AM GOING TO PASS PHYSICS I AM GOING TO PASS PHYSICS.

Today, I got an ERROR 2 for one of my answers for Math.

I was highly amused.

(Until I saw the time.)

Today marks the first day of exams. Which means a step closer to 12 October. ^^

I couldn't do the Chinese paper. Uh, enough said.

But it's over (!) and I should trust in God's plans. Thank you guys for the notes and all in the morning, they were great sources of encouragement.

Plus, did I mention that whenever someone mentions 2 October, my stomach would flip and I feel like puking? And that's one of the reason why I'm so glad it's over.

I just spent an hour or so on the piano and I feel great. Not so much of being able to play everything again, but hearing everything is more than enough to make me happy.

This week has been a rather good week, but still, TGIF. At the start of the week I had a whole pile of Math worksheets to complete and I finished them over the past two days and I feel accomplished. Also, I have started to pray talk to God, which makes a pretty good start, I guess.

RS is bitchy, but RS is RS. Just a few more months to go.

( Just in case it's an eyesore; )

Today, I walked out of Physics class to get sprayed with water by Rachel Lim.

And my stomach did so many back flips and somersaults, it could have won the Olympics. Sat through Chinese feeling terrible, and the 3 of us played BINGO secretly on our bao zhi.

BINGO BINGO WHY HAVEN'T I GOTTEN A BINGO.

Physics SPA was good. I'm glad.

COI was relatively okay, just that we kept going back to square one but well, this is philosophy.

I got back my Chemistry SPA results today and I'm really, really, glad that I secured that 15%. Even if I didn't get 4.0 overall, I think I had surpassed my own standards but of course I'll still work hard for my EYA.

And uh Chinese was just Chinese, I'm pretty pleased, and I don't really care if my mom isn't. After all, it's my results and what I had worked for.

The survey today was a doodle, but somebody was taking her own sweet time, which resulted in Elyssa and I jumping up and down at the door so that we can drag her down to MAWF to show her cute, pitiful face just in case we get into trouble with Cat.

Yes, Valerie. And please don't throw all your Math back to me, I'll just sit down and cry. Or slap you so hard that your teeth will fly out. To all readers out there, I'm sorry for this burst of emotions, as well as violence, but it's all in good humor.

Remind me not to have anything with caffeine in it in the afternoon, because last night was a total nightmare.

I fell asleep at only 1, woke up at 4 and dreamt a lot, which would be okay if I were quiet, but apparently I was shouting and the funny thing was, I was conscious about it.

So anyway yes I was pretty tired this morning, but woke up because there was PE (^^) and yeah batting was good :D I love Year 3's modules.

Then we changed our seating arrangement and the tall ones ended up in front while the short ones ended up behind. No points for guessing where I am. And I'm surrounded by Korean fans *buries head in hands* But it's okay I'm sitting with Celine Chong (!!!) and Steph who are nice people.

Okay that's it for today I'm going back to the Physics mode. I'd love to ignore this subject.